hey ! been away for a while now ... strangely, from the day i wrote my last entry in the blog, my life turned around, a bit..
i got my knee dislocated while exercising n travelled back to home a few days later..its been 3 weeks being almost bedridden with my laptop, desktop, internet, cell, tv at my disposal. i can say that this break has made me so much of a Facebook regular as i have never done before, it significantly increased my friend count n i got in touch with many people after a long time ..:)
well, but it gets crappy when i do think about how dependent i became in just one day , upon my mother mainly for doing all my basic tasks which i don't like...i feel like a burden sometimes but then not moving my leg much ought to get back my knee in position else it would have problems later..
apart from all of this, what bothers me the most is that 'damn, i m getting out of shape again', ...i had managed to get successfully on the path to getting my dream figure as i wanted to look special n be proper before marriage but it turns out that i may well be heading back to square one , which i hate!! i mean, why did this break have to happen now ???
but then i always keep myself positive by considering things like "if i wouldn't have come here, my shopping for the wedding wouldn't have been done by my choice" or most importantly "i would never have been able to spend so much quality time at a stretch with my core family ever again, my parents "....n a thought strikes me that soon, my family, my surroundings are going to change....i have to share my life with someone else, but whom i love !!
wonder how it will go ?? i m elated sumtimes n scared on other times........will we be able to strike the balance ? would things fit in order or would everything fall out of order ??
keeping my hopes high for the positive side of things n leaving the rest to be decided by time itself ........
until next time .......
